BLACK ROSE

In the driest

whitest stretch

of pain's

infinite desert

I lost my sanity

and found

this rose

Rumi

I have become a healer and teacher of pleasure, love and bliss. Just because I live it.

My morning practice is orgasmic in its essence. I dance naked on the beach, I breathe, I move energy, I release, I laugh or cry, I swim, I meditate. People come to me and ask what I do and how on earth I do it. “How do you call your art? I love it!” this man asked today, watching me dancing. “A Dakini appeared on my doorstep,” another one said yesterday, giving me fruit in his beach house settlement… And, for those of you, wondering... no, it has nothing to do with just naked woman dancing. It is the sacredness, uncontrollability and connection of the dance these men (and women) reflect. “Thank you for this! I feel it!” another brother said, tears in his eyes…

So what I do and how? Well, the truth is, it is NOT about DOING, but ALLOWING. I allow the rose to open! And my message is - it is our natural essence, natural way of being, especially as women. We are by nature blissful and orgasmic, we self-heal, letting ourselves be. BUT, it is also not just about pleasure and bliss. It’s also about darkness and pain, it’s REAL INNER WORK. As much as it’s flying high, it is diving in the mud!

And I hold spaces for this. Ceremonies with plant medicine, therapy, retreat, dance, sacred pleasure and trauma healing space, dance & poetry performance, Tarot, online and off-line, group and 1-1. I do whatever I’m called to do. And sometimes we need some structure, like now with those goddesses in my “Mystery called Woman” journey…

Whatever it is, the bottomline is - I sincerely love and admire the women and men I work with! WHEREEVER THEY ARE, sky or mud. It is just the f*cking same - it is all gold in the end. It is all the Rose. Just sometimes it’s black. No less beautiful because of that! Sometimes the honey is black too. No less sweet because of that! I help you see the beauty for real and get the gold and sweetness out of whatever there is. You see? That’s the whole alchemy!

And that means, I don’t put myself in a position of a healer or therapist, I am not here to heal you. You heal yourself. I just hold the space guided by the higher. I hold space that can become spaceless, free of boundaries, endless, real. Like our hearts and souls. So we reach our essence. Allowing it unfold we find our gold…

So who am I? Well… whatever Love calls me to be. Your friend, companion, part of your soul you can’t see, the light of your heart, the shadow in your night… I can be all of it. I can be just what your soul needs at that moment. Because I love you.